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It's hard to say the feeling now because Turkey is the 1st oversea country I had visited in 2007 and now I am here again. But what's specail for me is that I plan to end of my career in Huawei after I go back China. My Huawei presales career is starting from Istanbul and ending here. What a wonderful and magic life it is for me!

I still can clearly remeber the word: It's important in life to conclude things properly. Only then can you let go. Otherwise you are left with words you should have said but never did. And your heart is heavy with remorse. So I am here just to write down what I am thinking and feeling now.

Actually after almost 10 years working in Huawei, I am occassionaly thinking to change my life a little bit just because I want to change. I even can not find a perfect reason or excuse to pursuade myselves in a logical way. Of course not for others too.

When I was in high school, I always think differently. When most of them are busy with courses or examinations, I was thinking the meaning of learning or kind of living purpose at that moment. Then I went to the University, but I was changed to think in a normal way. I felt I may be wrong during past because I was failed to my dream school due to lack of social experience. But there is still a seed alive in the heart telling me that each person has its own wonderful living styles. It's alwasy interesting to try different things and to understand others better rather than to be as what you it is.

So now what I was seeking is nothing but a different life. And I don't want to be a mother to tell my kids you should think differently and independantly without my own actions. So I was wondering it may be benefit from my little daughter.It is just like a kind of promoise. That's all about my decision.

Time goes fast and we are getting older. Ending point is starting point. Enjoy and treasure all memories and this moment for me!